Good morning and what a day
Jun. 25th, 2004 06:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsumikThe sun hasn't yet crested the horizon and I've been up all night after awaking from my self medicating sleep. I couldn't face the world yesterday as everything seemed to throw me farther from any sense of stability. Such a change my life has been? Oui.
I keep reciting through all my fanciful friends in all their glorious talents mentally trying to piece together a common thread amoung them. I live such the extranious life I believe. I remember moving so often in my school years and finding no comfort in solid friends. Wouldn't let anyone get to close to me as I may be torn from them at any moment. So I spent so much time perfecting myself and my life. And now I realize how very complicated everything is and how I wish just for the simple things. To love and be loved.
I believe today would be a good day to start my letters and find the time for myself. Of which I've been promising myself for a very long time but haven't really taken myself up on the offer.
So to all have a brilliant day. It feels to be a good one.
I keep reciting through all my fanciful friends in all their glorious talents mentally trying to piece together a common thread amoung them. I live such the extranious life I believe. I remember moving so often in my school years and finding no comfort in solid friends. Wouldn't let anyone get to close to me as I may be torn from them at any moment. So I spent so much time perfecting myself and my life. And now I realize how very complicated everything is and how I wish just for the simple things. To love and be loved.
I believe today would be a good day to start my letters and find the time for myself. Of which I've been promising myself for a very long time but haven't really taken myself up on the offer.
So to all have a brilliant day. It feels to be a good one.
