Talk about feeling emotionally unstable
Jun. 8th, 2004 03:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsumikOi! So Ashley has been sort of stand offish this last weekend. As for me? I've been so anxious just to hear her voice or see her I'm driving myself crazy? I mean what is wrong with me? Last night ALL I wanted to do was see her and she was suppose to come out last night but ended up not being able to much to my dismay. Not to mention my ex-gf sort of flipped out on me just moments before. I actually left the party went outside and cried. And THEN I got home and just started crying some more. I mean I feel like I'm some emotional nut case?
I mean I've only been DATING Ashley for a month and a half and I'm so in love with her and in some bizzarre way just feel like she is the one. This can't be normal? I'm normally a very collected calm individual. I've weathered all sorts of relationship heart ache and such. But this woman has my emotions on overdrive. I miss her so much I just start crying? That can't be normal?
Sigh I just remember being at this night club called Level3. I was standing there just looking around when she came up behind me and put her arms around me. I turned around and held her. 10 seconds later I snapped out of it and said "It's amazing how very fast you make me forget we're not the only people here." In seconds my head and heart just thought of her and completely forgot where I was or what was going on. This is the crazy effect she has on me.
I mean how crazy am I?
I mean I've only been DATING Ashley for a month and a half and I'm so in love with her and in some bizzarre way just feel like she is the one. This can't be normal? I'm normally a very collected calm individual. I've weathered all sorts of relationship heart ache and such. But this woman has my emotions on overdrive. I miss her so much I just start crying? That can't be normal?
Sigh I just remember being at this night club called Level3. I was standing there just looking around when she came up behind me and put her arms around me. I turned around and held her. 10 seconds later I snapped out of it and said "It's amazing how very fast you make me forget we're not the only people here." In seconds my head and heart just thought of her and completely forgot where I was or what was going on. This is the crazy effect she has on me.
I mean how crazy am I?
