It can't rain all the time.

[tsumik]

I got so much done today but at the same time I feel just so defeated. Hopefully this will be the last time for that. I feel so incredibly aweful. Sometimes I don't like following my head but I know ultimately if I follow my heart I'll suffer 10 times as worse later on. But what's done is done. Just pick myself up and continue forward. There's sunshine somewhere out there. Perhaps someday my efforts won't be beated in with stones and arrows.