tsumik

So it's been a long time, and a lot has happened. My life has really changed some for the good some for the bad. I've learned a lot of things about life and love. I feel even though I sort of lost someone incredibly important to me, I've REALLY lost them now. No a day goes by when I wonder I'll ever get that inner glow back. I almost feel like that first day of college again. Not knowing a thing about my environment and being completely alone. I just have to pick up my shoes and explore the life I've continued on to I guess. For some people out there I'm sorry, you know who you are. I can't begin to express the how truly sorry I really feel and how much pain and suffering I'll live the rest of my life because of things. But it's ok, it's all in God's hands now. And things will end up the way they are suppose to and I trust in that. But I'll never give up even though sometimes like now I'm not trying. So I honestly am going to try to return to live journal, as much as I've said that in the last few months. I'm finally living a day to day life again instead of a mental whirlwind. So I should be more available to write. Till tomorrow, dosvedanya...