sadness

[tsumik]

Nothing hurts worse then a a painful heart. I lost by best friend today. I actually I probably lost my best friend a lot longer then I actually believe. I can't sleep asthe event haunt my mind. how much longer will I live in the prison i made for myself? Another month, another year? Probably the rest of my life. I had my one shot at ever after to bad I wasn't strong enough. I think my mind has given up but I can't make my heart let go. So a few more tears to help wash the hurt. and another day to remember my dreams look nothing like they did before.