And when it rains it pours
Dec. 17th, 2003 12:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsumikI hate leaving these sort of entries but you know it really just sucks that when your down things just seem to play the tag team game and make sure your not crawling out of the hole anytime soon. If only the days of the week were 48 hours long instead of 24. Or perhaps if sleep came in a can or even money grew on trees.
I think the part that really sucks and it's all my own doing is when I'm on my game, I'm in top form and I juggle like 10 million things and get them all running smoothly like a well balanced symphony. But when that first wrench hits and this whole intricate web comes crashing in like a million flying stones in a glass house, I can't take that moment to stop, reassess and do damage control cause the show has to continue. Almost like being dragged behind a car. You can just give up and let it drag you or at least attempt to run with it hoping at some point it will stop.
But I wish I could answer why, I'm constantly stacking this all up. Even when I have a moment or even extended periods of time to collect my thoughts I just go and find more things to add to the pile. Makes me think of that quote "If you want something done go find the person with the messy desk not the person with the clean one"
I think the part that really sucks and it's all my own doing is when I'm on my game, I'm in top form and I juggle like 10 million things and get them all running smoothly like a well balanced symphony. But when that first wrench hits and this whole intricate web comes crashing in like a million flying stones in a glass house, I can't take that moment to stop, reassess and do damage control cause the show has to continue. Almost like being dragged behind a car. You can just give up and let it drag you or at least attempt to run with it hoping at some point it will stop.
But I wish I could answer why, I'm constantly stacking this all up. Even when I have a moment or even extended periods of time to collect my thoughts I just go and find more things to add to the pile. Makes me think of that quote "If you want something done go find the person with the messy desk not the person with the clean one"
