I'm still tired.

[tsumik]

While I slept most of yesterday I'm still feeling pretty blah and tired. At least I'm above the line of being unfunctional. It's funny how much clearer and sharper my mind feels after sleep. Which makes me wonder why I always push my body way past that limit of being almost sedated. Perhaps there's a reason for that. Perhaps it might relate to the fact I never can sleep with my mind racing at 4000 miles an hour and I have to wait till I'm so tired I just pass out. So perhaps it's better to just be tired all the time and not let me thoughts over run me as such. It's like living a life of constant noise and wearing ear plugs to help but unfortunately it tunes out all the sounds you really want to hear.

Does anyone else have this issue? This need to patina everything duller just cause the constant barrage of vibrance is to much to handle?