tsumik

Today for me starts another life. No more pretend, no more regret. So many things have happened in my life and those amoung the people around me that have put my heart, my mind, and the very questions I seeked answers for into a new perspective. I'm following a new wind now. Funny today what seemed to matter so much yesterday matter so very little today. And those things which matter not hardly at all yesterday encompass the span of the night sky.

While I've always seen myself as this tiny speck in this vast vast place we call time I realize that with in my time I am the most significant person to myself that exists. And while I would give anything to share that with someone else I understand now what it is to love and be loved for the first time in my life. For amongst death you find life.

Grab every moment and hold it dear like the next second will never exist for tomorrow could be a different place. You can live a different life completely apart from the one you imagine or believe. I am only human. I can not create cast magic nor can I travel time, but I can change the world even if I just throw a pebble into a pond.