I so didn't want this to happen

[tsumik]

And slowly it all begins. I can feel the anger, I can feel the bitterness, and I can feel how much this is not going to turn out good.

All I can say is Why? Why? Why? I _STILL_ don't know what happened no matter how many times I've asked. I feel like I'm going insane. No wonder men have shorter lifespans.