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tsumikWell sort of. For the first time in a long time I don't think I have anything I HAVE to do right now. And when I say that I mean here late at night. Even though it's creeping past 4am I know as soon as I get done with this post I can climb into bed and flip through my Wired magazine and not feel a tinge of panic that something has to be done right now. And that makes me happy.
What makes me unhappy? She's still in my thoughts. It's been a long, long time now. And I think of her everyday. It's not that stabbing "you really fucked up and now you have to suffer" sort of ache. But it's that submissive sigh of "welcome back to remembering her" ache. But I do want to complete this photo/written project I've had in my head that deals alot with that. The good thing to it is part of that is thinking that the right person for me is out there right now. Probably sleeping. Perhaps dreaming of me and wondering where I am. I don't know who she is, what she looks like, or anything about her. Or so I think I don't. But I do know that when I do find her I'll know it.
In other news Spunlogic started scouting me today. I seem over qualified for what they're looking for but at this point I have nothing to lose and they have everything to gain so sure why not bring them on.
And for tonight... I'm off to read my magazine. Night all =)
What makes me unhappy? She's still in my thoughts. It's been a long, long time now. And I think of her everyday. It's not that stabbing "you really fucked up and now you have to suffer" sort of ache. But it's that submissive sigh of "welcome back to remembering her" ache. But I do want to complete this photo/written project I've had in my head that deals alot with that. The good thing to it is part of that is thinking that the right person for me is out there right now. Probably sleeping. Perhaps dreaming of me and wondering where I am. I don't know who she is, what she looks like, or anything about her. Or so I think I don't. But I do know that when I do find her I'll know it.
In other news Spunlogic started scouting me today. I seem over qualified for what they're looking for but at this point I have nothing to lose and they have everything to gain so sure why not bring them on.
And for tonight... I'm off to read my magazine. Night all =)
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Date: 2005-04-28 08:57 am (UTC)Except that might not be for a very long time :)
Hope you're savoring the moment!
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Date: 2005-04-28 09:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-05 12:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-04-28 01:34 pm (UTC)I'm glad you got to go to bed earlier!
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Date: 2005-04-28 03:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-05 12:19 pm (UTC)umm... yeah =) lol!