it's been along time since i've written but...

[tsumik]

"when has it been since i hear your voice last
it seems like my imagination has given me a dream
of something so beautiful yet so far ago
you leave me restless away as i can still
feel your skin breathing softly against mine

to close my eyes and laugh a little smile
i lay waiting, wanting to hear you soft hello
but it didn’t come tonight as i lay there
counting stars that promise me that someday
i can lose myself to you once again

when has it been since i last walked with you
talked with you about the futures we hold
how nothing seems impossible as you complete
my soul and leave nothing to fear
it seems as forever now

do you dream of me in your breathless sleep
as i ponder how much i need you
i feel lost trapped in a moment of nothing
with the beacon guidance you bring
to the endless turning of my life

i long and ache for you for my existence is short
but i pray our time together will be unmeasurable
i’m dreaming of you while still wide eyed
and hope to awake to the sound
of your love"

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[tsumik.livejournal.com]

You've interested me in more ways then I wish to list. I would like to know more about you and possibly have a conversation with you to see how parrallel our life are and possible to learn what I may from you about life. Very seldom do I run into people that perk my curiousity as much as you have. While I have noticed some divergent differences between us already just from what I've seen from your site, I hope I shall not be judged against that. But From the freeness of the spirt you seem it sounds like you take the good from people and not dwell on the bad. I'd look through alot more of your site today if I hadn't been hit down with the flu these last few days. But I look forward to learning more about you.

[seraphinah.livejournal.com]

You are very sweet...thank you for the kind words. My name is Melani by the way. I'm sorry you have the flu. I hope you feel better soon.

I would love to talk with you too, you seem like a very sensitive person and those are rare.