Sleep is irrelevant right?

[tsumik]

Sigh... Well the flyer is done. I'll be posting a link once it's been ok and approved as not to be showing something that isn't going to be used or is wrong in some way. But the mountain of design work continues. I'm delerious i'm so tired. Why can't days be like 35 hours or something? someone needs to slow earths spin i think. But that would cause gravity to be less(?) and that wouldn't be good cause everything would float off and away.

So on the drive home today from house shopping and having dinner with my good friend and Dj, Dj NO3 i really started to have a feeling of anexity. My life is about to drastically change and I know it. The way I feel, the people around me and my connections to them, and just my inner being is going to come pouring out i think. Sort of like a rebirth. I've noticed in the past year i've just become dead to my true inner self. the last few months i've been living the fake person i think. Someone who's a total stranger to me it seems. But I feel my old true, pure self fight to come back. These feelings of being lost in the woods is starting to see the light out. ANd it's really everything too. My design, my relationships with people, my outlook on life in general i can just feel something big about to change and happen. Like the glass on the edge of a table. I just hope I can keep up and keep sane when it does.

StillVapor is on the verge of exploding. It's amazing to see how far we've all come in such a short period of time. It's seems like we've touched on everything and everyone around us. And yet still barely scratched the surface. I'm watching these Dj's grow and become people to be reckoned with. There music and skills get better everyday and it's just a matter of time before someone important notices their talents. And I'll be right there to be the first to pat them on the back and dance in the crowd. It's amazing how supporting someone can cause them to support you back in ways you never imagined but yet appreciate so deeply.

Design-wise I've started my growth again. I've gotten past the plateau and am off learning and experiment with new things. I've been forcing myself to stray from my love of blues, greys, and sea greens. Warm colors are my next voyage and exploration. More illustrated elements instead of photographic ones. And more minimialism instead of complex imagery.

So the veil of blurry vision is fast approching me. Sleep is in order. Evening to you all.

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[moongrrl.livejournal.com]

It was nice to see you again!! :)