To day is a good day
Aug. 21st, 2003 10:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsumikOr so I think. I'm probably crested on the top of the roller coaster of good and bad today. So soon I'll be heading on my way down to bitterness. But till then...
I skimmed back through journey entries and smiled a little smile. What's it about a memory that seems so much goodness I wish I could put it into a jar and bring it out in the winter time? I'm talking in esoterics as I never really revel myself anyway. By why is that? What in there am I so afraid to let out? Or maybe it's knowing some things inside a box but you have no idea unless you open it. especially since last time I did I destroyed a lot of people including myself. blah blah blah I say.
Sometimes I think to much and it gets my emotional state in trouble. so on to being less cryptic and more surface... a clean room is an amazing place to be. =)
I skimmed back through journey entries and smiled a little smile. What's it about a memory that seems so much goodness I wish I could put it into a jar and bring it out in the winter time? I'm talking in esoterics as I never really revel myself anyway. By why is that? What in there am I so afraid to let out? Or maybe it's knowing some things inside a box but you have no idea unless you open it. especially since last time I did I destroyed a lot of people including myself. blah blah blah I say.
Sometimes I think to much and it gets my emotional state in trouble. so on to being less cryptic and more surface... a clean room is an amazing place to be. =)
