To day is a good day
Aug. 21st, 2003 10:30 amOr so I think. I'm probably crested on the top of the roller coaster of good and bad today. So soon I'll be heading on my way down to bitterness. But till then...
I skimmed back through journey entries and smiled a little smile. What's it about a memory that seems so much goodness I wish I could put it into a jar and bring it out in the winter time? I'm talking in esoterics as I never really revel myself anyway. By why is that? What in there am I so afraid to let out? Or maybe it's knowing some things inside a box but you have no idea unless you open it. especially since last time I did I destroyed a lot of people including myself. blah blah blah I say.
Sometimes I think to much and it gets my emotional state in trouble. so on to being less cryptic and more surface... a clean room is an amazing place to be. =)
I skimmed back through journey entries and smiled a little smile. What's it about a memory that seems so much goodness I wish I could put it into a jar and bring it out in the winter time? I'm talking in esoterics as I never really revel myself anyway. By why is that? What in there am I so afraid to let out? Or maybe it's knowing some things inside a box but you have no idea unless you open it. especially since last time I did I destroyed a lot of people including myself. blah blah blah I say.
Sometimes I think to much and it gets my emotional state in trouble. so on to being less cryptic and more surface... a clean room is an amazing place to be. =)
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Date: 2003-08-21 08:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-21 09:04 am (UTC)LOL
there are clothes on the damn floor again :D
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Date: 2003-08-22 03:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-21 05:29 pm (UTC):o)
Date: 2003-08-22 08:08 pm (UTC)I always think too much, all the damn time, lemme know if you figure out how to make it stop cuz Im sick of it. *hugz* lotsa love